this is 15 03 2021 11am , let s say today I'm feeling better , here is my update asma if you are wondering 3am lteli chnowa kont taamel , I'm sitting in a coffeeshop esmha vogue, dhaw ma9sous aalaya w i need to charge my phone bech najem nemchi ltounes , yes I'm in sousse zeda , a lot of thoughts are crossing my mind but I'm trying my best not to lose me during this period, tomorrow I will be turning 21 .

21 years old … duuuuuuuude that's a lot , that's too much for someone who kinda lived barcha , I wonder the 41 year old me bech ta9ra li ktebtou hedha wala le, I wonder if I will make it till 50or 60 , I wonder if will be divorced , married to the loml , or just single and alone .

what I know for a fact that I'm going in the right direction and the right path but like cmon , you can never really know if I will keep me or just lose along the way so I can survive .

i have soo much to write about but I don't think this is the correct time to do it.

see you baad 7hours asma.